Jesus IS the REASON for the Season...

Lately I’ve spent a lot of time thinking about Christmas…and what it means…and how I can become a better faithful servant for my Heavenly Father…I think of baby Jesus…and I think of His life…How He was…IS…and WILL ALWAYS be faithful…true…perfect…and love.  I think of how He gave SO much—He literally GAVE HIS LIFE…for us…for HIS PRECIOUS children…You and I…we are His precious children—No matter what we have ever done.  He holds nothing against us and loves us with His WHOLE heart—His WHOLE life…he laid down to die for you and me.  He is with us always…and wants so badly to be a part of our lives…all we have to do is invite Him in…He wants that personal relationship with us…He wants to bless us…so that we can bless others…and pass along the GOOD NEWS of our Savior and King!! Oh, won’t you please invite Him IN?!?! ….He is so patiently waiting for you!!!

I think of the need…the GREAT NEED…around the world…around the United States…and here in my own community… I look around and I see the pretty decorations…and I see all of the goodies…the piles of food…the expensive presents… and I find myself torn…I’m here in America…Where as a college student without a full-time job and with the cost of college… I laugh and consider myself a “poor” college student…when really, I am considered to be RICH to more than half of the people that live in this world.  Yes…I have plenty of debt due to my college loans…but I am considered RICH—simply because I have the basic needs to survive…I have CLEAN…WARM…RUNNING WATER right in the next room…As much water as I want—not need…But WANT…I have it…I have MORE than enough….Then there is the food…It never seems to phase me…I get sick to my stomach when I think about this…I have more than enough food—I have PLENTY of food…I have a variety of different kinds and types and brands of food all stocked in our cupboards, fridge and freezer…but yet, there are MILLIONS of children around the world…literally STARVING to death…? I don’t get it…I don’t understand it…and to be honest and real—this upsets me more than ANYTHING! It gets me mad…upset…but more importantly…DETERMINED…  I have GREAT health…and I have GREAT doctors here in America that are ready to care and serve me if and when anything ever happens….I have a HOUSE to live in…with PLENTY of room.  My own bedroom is bigger than the mud houses I visited while I was in Africa…I have a big plush bed and nice soft carpet….while they sit and sleep on the cold dirt….Wow….we have SO much here, don’t we? 

And although the statistics of the number of children that die each year due to malnutrition are very overwhelming…I have made a promise to myself to DO what I CAN.  Yes—I might not be able to save or feed or provide for all of these millions of children—But I can PROVIDE for ONE….I can FEED ONE…I can SERVE ONE…I can LOVE and SUPPORT ONE! ….And I pray that God leads me and uses me to bless more than one child…but either way, I know I CAN—WILL be a HERO to ONE!! 

I have always had these ideas…goals…and BIG dreams of how I would like to help God’s precious children…I’m not sure what God has in store for me…But I do know that I’m going to keep praying about my future and about His plans for me…and I pray that if it is in His will…He would use me to help make a difference to the “least of the least” that are hurting and that are lonely and that are in desperate need of food, water, health care and love. …Although I am going to school right now to become an Early Childhood Education teacher, the walls of my heart hold a bigger…more deeper dream.  I pray that God uses me somehow…someway to help these precious children on a daily basis—as my fulltime job.  You might be wondering what this looks like…I am too….But I have no idea…All I know is that God sees the desires of my heart…and I’m confident that no matter what my future holds—His plans are the best, so I will continue to always follow what He places on my heart and what He calls me to do. Maybe He has something else in store for me--? I don’t know…and all I can do is pray about it and to have an open heart!

Ever since embarking on this journey to Africa last summer I have prayed for God to use me...For God to open up my eyes and heart to the desperate need so many of these children face on a daily basis… And I prayed for God to help use me to bring hope and to be love to the many children that I met…I also prayed that God would use me after my trip…as a way to advocate for these helpless and voiceless children…I strongly have had it in my heart that now since I have gone and seen with my own eyes and with my own heart…I am responsible.  I am responsible to share about my experience…to share the great need that these children have….I am responsible to encourage others to HELP…PROVIDE…LOVE these children…I believe the more people that are aware of how great these children’s needs are and what they can do to help…the better!  After all, these trips are not about me—they are about HIM and about THEM. They are about being faithful to God and doing what He has told us to do…What He has called me to do…to visit orphans… I’d like to share a quote from the book called: Orphanology: Awakening to Gospel-Centered Adoption and Orphan Care. This book was great—VERY powerful and this passage explains just where my heart is. 

“My heart hurts when I think about the thousands who don’t have a mama and a papa who are coming to rescue them. Sadly, thousands of orphaned children face that reality every day. They are among the most vulnerable people walking the face of the earth. They have little option to provide for themselves, and the force of darkness that would prey on their plight for selfish gain are around every turn. God has called us to be a defender of the defenseless because that IS who HE IS. We are returning worship to God when we SHOW HIS CHARACTER to the world by championing the cause of the least of these.”

As I started this passage, I was explaining how my heart has been torn lately—(Well not just lately…more like ever since returning from Africa!!) …But even more so lately since Christmas has been approaching. We have so much here…and others have so little…why is that so? How is that fair? What can we do? …I love Christmas…I LOVE everything about this wonderful season.  Yes, I do love the Christmas Lights…and I do love the Christmas Trees…and I do love baking Christmas cookies with my gramma and sister…and I do LOVE ALL of the beautiful Christmas Songs…and I do love shopping at the mall and I do love GIVING presents to others…and I DO LOVE spending time with my loved ones over this special holiday…But… I LOVE Jesus more. I love Jesus with my whole heart….I love that I have a personal relationship with Him…I love that I can pray…talk…and depend on Him at ALL TIMES! ….I love that He HEARS me…and that He KNOWS my heart even better than I do myself! ….I love that no matter WHAT happens…Jesus IS WITH ME….I LOVE knowing that Jesus sees, cares and LOVES the many precious children around the world…and I LOVE that He has placed this great desire in my heart to GO…LOVE…and VISIT them.  I love everything about Jesus!!! ….And although there are SO many fun things that I love about Christmas…I pray that I continue to always remember the TRUE reason for this season….I pray that I always am thankful for the BIRTH of JESUS CHRIST…His LIFE has SAVED mine!! ….He died on the cross for ME.  And yes, it is important that we DO take his death personal.  He died on the cross for YOU and for ME! I know this is so hard to comprehend!!! But, it’s TRUE---So, take it personal and remember it! You ARE LOVED! Jesus gave HIS LIFE for YOU my friend!!!…And for that, I will always be excited about Christmas…because it is much, much more than just the presents and the decorations…It’s about the birth of Jesus and His perfect life that He lived.  I pray that I always remember this and that I never get too tired of living for God and for seeking a deeper relationship with Jesus.  Yes, it gets hard…yes, it isn’t always easy…but it is SO worth it.  

So, this Christmas, and every day….I am praying for these precious babies around the world…I am thinking of them as I sit there and eat my plate full of food…I am thinking of them as I sit in my warm bubble bath full of clean-fresh water…and I am going to be thinking of them Christmas morning—while I’m surrounded by my loved ones…and they are all alone.  They are left abandoned…they are left to care for themselves….they are left hungry…they are left without love…I am going to be thinking of them.  And as I think of them—not only on Christmas morning, but on every day…I pray that God keeps breaking my heart…I pray that He keeps the reality of these children in my heart and in my mind at all times…For the more I am aware of how great their need is…The more I am determined to help and to give….Which I believe is what CHRISTmas is ALL about—Giving and Helping others…Just like Jesus came to GIVE His life for us.

…As I mentioned before how I pray that I can help encourage and spread the word about the great need that these children face on a daily basis….And while I was in the middle of writing this blog, I received a phone call.  Two years ago I lived in Mankato and was a nanny for a family there in Mankato.  It was such a joy getting to know them when I first started babysitting for them…and, now…this family that I started to baby-sit for is now some of my closest friends!!!  They have blessed my life greatly and I am always so excited to go back to Mankato and visit them when my schedule allows me to.  Patrick and I both love hanging out with them! …Tonight, their mom called and said she just had to quick share a story with me.  She said that the boys were just sitting down and were writing their letters to Santa.  She said she was calling because she just had to share what Parker wrote to Santa.  She started reading his letter to me and it said: “Dear Santa, please bring Christmas presents to the children in Africa…” When she read this to me my heart got SO heavy! I told her that just brought tears to my eyes!!...I’ve been praying this whole time to make a difference in the lives of the precious children in Africa—which I so desperately want to do…But at the same time I want to make a difference on a daily basis to the people and children that surround me here in Minnesota.  After she read the letter to me she said, “Shanna! They do listen to you!! They hear you and they remember about the kids in Africa!” ….It was so cute!  It just made my heart so happy! Plus, Parker & Jack are so precious to me...and seeing how they too care about others just melts my heart! 

   

Christmas will be here and gone before we know it…So, friends, I pray that we continue to GIVE and HELP and SHARE and SERVE and LOVE on a daily basis—throughout the WHOLE year.  I pray that we remember what the TRUE meaning of Christmas is ALL about and I pray that we keep it close in our hearts….I pray that we continue on with this spirit of giving and continue to bless others! I pray that we each do what we can….and I believe; you and I will CHANGE the WORLD.  We can do it—If God is for us…WHO can be against us? NO ONE! …And trust me, when we reach out to HIS orphans and widows around this world…God is most certainly for us…After all…this is something that He demands us to do! Keep giving…keep loving…and keep helping wherever and whenever you can!! God will bless you!! And you will be a Hero to One!! 

I realize I still haven’t shared the NEWS on my blog about the Ordinary Hero Fundraiser!!!  Just click on the link below to check it out!!!:) Was I ever HAPPY and EXCITED!!! Thanks AGAIN to ALL of you for HELPING ME and for HELPING the LEAST of the LEAST!!!

http://ordinaryheroblog.blogspot.com/2011/12/december-grant-winners.html

Blessings to you ALL this Christmas!!! Let’s be thankful and appreciate ALL that God has blessed us with!! …And please, remember to pray for the lonely ones around the world... 

God is GREAT!!! ...And Forever Faithful!

Wow…So, as you ALL know I am working at fundraising for my next upcoming mission trip to Africa this summer.  Before deciding about making this final decision and committing on going on this trip, I had questions…and I started to doubt God’s plans for my life.  …Going on a mission trip does take time…It does take money…It’s expensive—How in the WORLD will I be able to come up with this amount of money…again?  I have already asked for donations…I have already done fundraisers…I don’t want to bother people…I don’t want to annoy them and I don’t want to bug them…

But still in my heart I could hear God telling me to “Go….Go visit the orphans…go visit the precious children in need…Go…I’ll provide.”  So, I decided that if this was God’s plan for my life He would most certainly follow through and provide for me…I wasn’t sure how He would do this? I wasn’t sure when He would do this? But I just believed in my heart that HIS WAYS are BEST and that if I want to live out my faith and my love for Him…I needed to GO! He would certainly take care of the rest.  

At the end of November I had received an email about the Ordinary Hero Fundraiser.  Right away I thought—Maybe I could do this?  …But then those doubts and negative thoughts would start coming back into my head… “I’ve already fundraised…I don’t want to make people feel like they HAVE to…I don’t want to keep bugging people…” Then, God softly put this fact on my heart… By fundraising I can advocate for the lonely children in Africa…I can ENCOURAGE others to HELP and to GIVE…and Maybe there are people out there that can’t exactly get up and come to Africa with me…Maybe they can’t leave their job…their kids…or maybe they physically just can’t get up and go on a trip to Africa…So This is how I can have them be a part of this trip.  They can pray and support me…With their help I am able to go on these trips. With their help…support…prayers…love…and encouraging words I am able to GO and to OPEN MY ARMS AND HEART to all of these children…I am able to DONATE items to them…and I am able to remind them that they are NOT FORGOTTEN! …Yes…it’s a simple fundraiser…but it’s a way to encourage and invite others to get involved….And with their involvement they will help bless the many children that I go see…and they will also feel blessed in their own hearts…Knowing they were a part of this trip too.

So I decided to jump on board with the Ordinary Hero Fundraiser! …God reminded me that I needed to do this…This is a GREAT fundraiser and there is a chance at winning a $500 GRANT! I decided it would just be silly of me to pass this up…and so I didn’t!  I started fundraising on December 1^st and I’ve been praying about this fundraiser ever since…Praying God would continue to BLOW ME AWAY by His faithfulness…Praying God would help provide these funds for me…Praying He would use others to GIVE and to make a difference…Praying for the children in Africa…Praying for God to be with them…Praying for God to use me…Praying for God to help me bring them HOPE.

For some people…they might think this is just something that I want to do…Yes…I DO want to do this…but more importantly…GOD wants me to do this…He has CALLED me to do this…I strongly believe that and until I hear otherwise I will continue to follow what He has called me to do. What I do know is that if I didn’t follow His calling I would miss out on many blessings…These trips are GREAT—yes! They are very powerful and super inspiring and they remind me of what is important in life…They encourage me to help and do as much as I can with what I have…because the NEED that these children all face is SO great and that I can’t hold back any longer…the need is too great…the reality for many is life or death.

Along with the many joys and blessings that my heart receives while going on these mission trips…There is also great difficulty in taking these trips. Of course the BLESSINGS outweigh these difficult times by far!! But still…there are those moments when I feel as though my heart it literally being TORN out of my body and being thrown and stomped on…The things that we saw the last time I was in Africa…are horrific…the lifestyle some children have to live…how children are abandoned and left alone…at such a young age…how these children are looked at on the streets as if they were a stray cat…they are ignored and looked at with disgusted…how these children endure extreme pain on a daily basis…all because no one wants to take care of them??? …All because no one wants to SHARE FOOD and CLEAN WATER with them??? WHAT! …There are SO many people here in the United States that I know of…that as soon as a baby or a child walk into the room their faces LIGHT UP and they all fight for this babies attention…smothering and wanting a chance to hold them! …I love this…and this is EXACTLY how I am too!! …And what gets at my heart is…There are MILLIONS of children in this world…MILLIONS of children in Africa that long for this sort of attention…But somehow it doesn’t match up…does it? So many loving people here that long for a sweet child…long to add to their family…but don’t…even though they might like to…they simply decide not to…While there are SO many precious and lonely children…that DREAM and PRAY to be noticed…just by ONE person…so that they can be reminded that they ARE  IMPORTANT…and that they are LOVED.  And maybe we can’t all adopt…and maybe that’s not God’s will for your life…But I do believe we can serve…and go where he calls us to go.  You might be thinking that a short-term mission trip doesn’t really last that long…and that after I go and visit they are still left there….Yes…I know this…and it tears my heart apart when I leave…But it IS important…and I have proof that I would like to share with you…

Today I received one of the BEST GIFTS in the mail…And because it’s Christmas time and there has been a lot of online ordering going on…You might think I received a favorite piece of clothing…or a favorite CD…or Book…a favorite t-shirt or necklace…or some sort of package filled with lots of goodies for this holiday season…BUT no…I received a letter from DUNCAN!!! J Do you all remember the story about Duncan?  How I met him at Fiwagoh when we went to Kenya…And that Shelby, him and I all felt this special bond…and that before we left we all decided that he was our NEW BROTHER in AFRICA!! …And that he now had a family in the United States! ….This past October was his Birthday and I made sure to send him a card.  So I went to Wal-Mart and I was trying to find the perfect card for him…but I wasn’t really having any luck…But then I saw a traditional Happy Birthday Card that played the Happy Birthday Song.  It sort of looked a little “kidish”…but knowing how excited they all got over ONE SILLY BAND…I thought—He’ll LOVE it! So I purchased this…along with a pack of stickers…2 Minnesota Post Cards…and I wrote him a letter as well as sent him a picture of our family…So he could see what his mom and dad and other sister in America look like!;)  Well today I received his letter along with 3 PICTURES of him!!!!  One picture was of him and his friend, Emmanuel, at their garden…another picture was of Duncan in his garden and the last picture was of him in the kitchen…holding some stuff in his hands—what looks to be like the birthday card and picture that we sent him!! J He wrote us ALL a letter…He wrote to Dear Sister Stephanie…Dear Sister Shelby…To Dear Brother Patrick…to Dear Dad Al and to Dear Mom Gina. Wow…I saw this writing and my heart got instantly HEAVY! ...Here is what he wrote to me:

My Dear Beloved Sister Shanna,

Hopefully you are fine, I am doing great but miss you so much that mostly I always look at the photos you sent me for a long time. Greetings from my brothers and sisters here at school.

I take this golden opportunity to give you my heartfelt thanks for the photos and the birthday card you sent me.  For sure it has made my life turn around 180 degrees. For sure I give my thanks from my bottomless pit of my heart for your love and kindness to me for being so mindfull about me. Having not made it to this place but sent an encouraging love through the letter. God is going to open up ways and we shall meet soon. Hopefully at “home” by His will. And more so wishing terribly to be with me in my birthday but never mind because the Lord will do His will upon us.

For sure the birthday card was neat and played music that really brought me joy and I knew that someone cares for me. I enjoyed it sooo much.  It had really brought the bubbles of joy and a river of happiness in my life.

Thanks for introducing me to mom and dad and Patrick and Stephanie. I have written them letters. For sure I long to meet this brother, sister and these parents once but sure God’s timing is sure and perfect as you claimed in your letter. But they are always in my prayers.

You people have made my life a steep ahead both spiritually and physically. I remember days that I was angery and even didn’t get to shower and had to eat poorly but now praise the Lord that I have people who care for me.

For now, I need to learn and hopefully go to a medical institution to get lessons on health. Then I can help the people of perishing souls and show them the light. I am still going on with my health and education from the books that we have.  I am very much fine and for the children that were sick by the help of the Lord they are better and most children are well again. Their sickness came from a result of one of the children coming with a disease and it spread to more children.

Thanks for letting me know that you love, care and are ready to help me whenever possible. Thanks for also accepting me into the family and that there is love and unity and protection.

Please will you share with me about the pouring of the snow since I have never seen it but in pictures. Tell me about the challenges that are faced and what is fun about it and tell me how the university level is going on and how it is. Is it like the normal schooling? Tell me about mom and dad, Steph and Patrick. Let me know how they do worship.

I know that it expenses you much to write me and send me some things but thanks for your love Shanna. I am really praying to meet you and the rest of the family members as soon as God wants me to. Say hi to your friends, neighbors and tell tham that there is one in heaven who will not fail them. Thank you and love you. I hope to hear from you.

Your Blessed Hope Brother,

Duncan

Wow!! Can you see how a short term mission trip CAN and DOES make a HUGE DIFFERENCE!! I am beyond grateful that God led me on that trip last summer…and that God led me to Duncan!  I do love and miss him and I do look at him as my brother!!  AND—Guess what…When I go to Africa—I’ll be VISITING HIM!!!! My team leader, Diana, had messaged me last week explaining that she’ll be leading another team over to Africa this summer. We are still working on the details but she said for sure that we’ll be going to Fiwagoh—will be staying for a longer amount of time there…and we will be visiting 2 orphanages that are in NEED of visitors and for people to come LOVE on their precious babies….UM…OK! J She said that the one orphanage has about eleven 1 year olds!! Oh boy….I can feel my heart breaking already!  I’m SO SO SO excited to go over there and to go back to the children at Fiwagoh—they need us...they need love…and they NEED HOPE so that their lives can change…and do as Duncan said…an eighty degree turn in the right direction!

Ok…SO that was my GOOD news that I got ALL excited about!! …BUT…I have more.  This afternoon I had just received a message from a lady that is in charge of the Ordinary Hero Fundraiser.  She sent me some more GREAT NEWS!!!  There is just 5 ½ days LEFT of this contest in having a chance to receive the $500 GRANT! …There are 150 people doing this fundraisier…AND….as of today I’m in the TOP 5!!! WHAAAAT!!! OH MY GOODNESS!!!!! I seriously started jumping in my room when I called and told Patrick!!! J This extra 500 dollars would get me one step closer in being able to go see and surprise Duncan!!! And what’s even crazier…is that there have only been 9 people who have order items for me…What 9?!? And I’m in the TOP 5?!?!  This says a lot because these people’s items have been VERY generous and I am again BLOWN away at how God stays true to HIS WORD…He will provide. Of course He will provide…In James 1:27 He CLEARLY tells us to go visit orphans…so of course He will provide!!

Wow you guys!!! I cannot THANK YOU enough for all who have helped purchase items from Ordinary Hero!! There is just 5 ½ days left!!! And, although I’m in the TOP 5 I don’t want to play it safe and act like I’m going to win this grant…I know the fight is INTENSE with everyone else that is in the TOP 5…so if there is anyone out there that would be willing to HELP and possibly purchase any item I would appreciate it SOO SOOO much. And, you can look at it this way, your $25 item is helping me with the 40% …But it’s also helping me reach my goal at earning the $500 Grant!

One challenge that I have started is to see if anyone would be willing to purchase the Donation Combo Pack that is under the items that can be donated to children in Africa.  Each Combo Pack is $55 and includes 2 Raincoats, 1 pair of Aqua Shoes and a Warm Fleece Blanket.  My goal is to have 100 people purchase 100 of these combo packs!  Do you know why?? Yes—It would strongly help get me into the TOP 3…But not only this—This is a GREAT way to GIVE this Christmas season. We could bless 100 children in Ethiopia with 100 of these combo packs!! These children will most likely not receive a Christmas present this year…BUT, you could change that!!! You could CHANGE the WORLD to ONE child in Africa!!!  

Here is the Ordinary Hero Website: www.ordinaryherostore.org I pray that you would please consider making some type of a purchase and that you would continue to pray for all of God’s precious children.  If you do purchase something with Ordinary Hero, please remember to click on “Shanna Bahn” under the affiliated drop box so that I can receive the 40% credit. Thank you all!! I have the BEST family and friends in the WORLD!!! We are CHANGING the world!!

I’ll be praying for you…I’ll be praying for your heart…and I’ll be praying for God’s will and His plans for all of the many children that will be without a family this Christmas.

Here is a beautiful adoption video that I'd like to share! Ps. Notice all of their Ordinary Hero shirts that they are wearing!! :)  To view the video, just push play but before starting it you will need to go to the bottom of my page and mute my music! :)

Longing...

Ever since returning from Africa this summer, I’ve had a lot on my mind and a lot on my heart.  I have all of these thoughts and ideas of how I can help these children…how I want to do more…How I long to do more.  For now, I would like to open up my heart to you and share one of my journal entries for you to understand where my heart has been lately…

Dear God, I am just in awe of Your ways…Your presence…Your promise of grace…Your promise of great plans…Your promise of perfect timing—All of it Lord, it’s true. Your word is TRUE. You are Holy...Faithful…Sovereign…True…Loving and Perfect. Oh how I just want to share this with the WHOLE WORLD so that others can turn to you and put their trust in You…so that others can be adopted by You and have You as their Heavenly Father. Wow God…my heart is overflowing with gratitude and thanks for all that you have done for me and continue to do.

Lord, for so long—so many years, I have cried out to You in frustration, saying “Here I am Lord, send me!” …Saying, “God you know my passion for the orphans in Africa—why won’t you just send me? Why are you taking so long?” I would sing out the lyrics to “Set the World on Fire” by Britt Nicole so many times…wondering…hoping…praying that you would send me to feed the hungry children…that you would send me to tell the broken that there is healing in my Father’s hands…So many long nights wondering this…longing for this…praying for this…praying that You would send me…And now God, I still long for this. About a year ago at this time I had just been to Britt Nicole’s concert where I read the message “What are you waiting for? Visit Orphans today!”  And God, you were faithful—You ARE faithful. I took that as a sign…as an answered prayer…and I put my heart in You to guide me to those children…to take me to those children…to those children longing for love…waiting for me to visit them.  My two weeks experience in Africa was absolutely AMAZING…My eyes and heart were opened up to so many precious children…to so many people in need…and they saw just so much. I had a prayer before I went to Africa. My prayer was simple but yet strong—Lord BREAK my heart for what breaks YOURS…And let me you, my heart was completely destroyed…completely torn…completely BROKEN but what I had all seen and experienced. I came back from Africa feeling absolutely blessed and grateful to have had that experience. But I came back feeling something else as well…

…A deeper passion and an even bigger desire in my heart to “Set the World on Fire.” 

It’s been about 4 ½ months since I’ve returned home…home to America…Home to my nice big comfortable house…home to all of the food, clean water and warm showers that I could want. And still, I long to go back…I long to hear their precious songs of praise, where they worship like no other…I long for their rough and dry hands…and their dirty feet…I long for their smiles and the joy that’s deep down in their hearts…And I long to help them in any way that I can…by loving them…playing games with them…laughing…smiling…holding…crying…serving…water it may be, I long to do more and I long to help them.  And with this, I also long to learn from them…To learn how they care and look after one another…the way they appreciate the little that they do have…the way they serve, live and praise God. I have never seen such a pure religion Lord, the way they whole-heartedly seek and serve You each and every day….And maybe that is why You call James 1:27 Pure Religion….Because You call us to go visit and serve and love Your precious children in this world…And when we do this, we are also being blessed by seeing their pure and genuine religion that they have for You, God. All of your plans…all of Your ways…they are perfect and true…Just as You are.

Ever since returning from Africa I’ve longed to go back. I knew before going there the first time that those 2 weeks wouldn’t be long enough…and I was right. For several weeks now I’ve had the idea of going back to Africa again this upcoming summer… I’m not quite sure how long I’ll go or where in Africa I will go or what I will exactly do…But I just know and feel in my hear that I need to go BACK…I need to go back to the children that are in need of love and care and affection. I need to go back so I can live, learn and love as much as I can….I NEED to do more…these precious…helpless children NEED me…and until I know the exact details I’m keeping my trust in You, God. I’ve decided to be at peace about it and I am confident that You will show me the way…You will show me WHERE to go…WHEN to go…and WHAT to do….I know there are still so many details that needed to be worked out…But I know one thing for certain. You have called me to go…and so I am listening….and I am going. ♥

As you can see, I have this HUGE desire in my heart to go back to Africa.  I don’t have all of the details but I know that God will provide these when His timing is right.  So, until then, I am going to be praying and fundraising for my trip.  I would also like to encourage you to send some prayers my way as well.  I really have no idea what God is going to call me to do—I just know I NEED to listen and that I NEED to go.  If you could pray for the plans He has for me and the children, I would appreciate it! 

….Also, if anyone is interesting in helping me fundraise, I started fundraising today. I’m partnering with a program called Ordinary Hero.  They are a non-profit organization based out of Tennessee. Their organization is GREAT—All about encouraging people to be a HERO to ONE. Starting TODAY December 1^st until SUNDAY December 11^th I am working at becoming a TOP SELLER from the items purchased in their store.  For each item that is purchased I will receive 40% of that item…PLUS—If I’m one of the TOP 3 SELLERS by Sunday, December 11^th I will receive an ADDITIONAL $500 to go towards my trip!!!! I can use every penny—SO I am really PRAYING…HOPING to be in the TOP 3!!! ….If you would please consider purchasing something from their store I would GREATLY appreciate it!!! And think of it this way…If you buy a t-shirt—You are not only helping me receive 40% of that t-shirt…You are helping me WIN $500!!!!  Every single dollar counts and I would truly appreciate it!!!:)

Here is their website: www.ordinaryhero.org and here are some of the items…

Here are step by step directions to order:

Once you get to this website, you will see at the top--middle of the page the word "Store"

You can click on store and it will bring you to a new page. 

Once you are at the new page, you just need to scroll down and click on "Enter Store Here" 

Once you click on that they will be in the Ordinary Hero Store where you can have the option to purchase one of their O.H. items.

On the left side of the page, there is a section that is called "Categories" and below it lists the different shopping options, such as Women's Apparel, Men’s/Women's Unisex Apparel, Kids/Youth, Infant/Toddler, On The GO, Accessories, and Product Donations for Children in Africa.

If you find something you’d like to purchase, just add it to your “cart” and then can proceed to the check-out. Here you will fill out your payment information and will need to click my name (SHANNA BAHN) from the drop-down affiliate box.

THANK YOU FOR YOUR ORDER!!!! You are CHANING THE WOLRD with EACH ITEM that you purchase!!!